All So Familiar

Denial raped me, thinking I was a virgin to reality and the benefits panned out to be painless, painfully strangling my pride. And if I was asked where's my pride, I'd say I lost it at birth. Humble beginnings lusted over me, lustering my demeanor...and I'm her. Mazed to amaze how this class became an 8'oclock after midnight and transparency is still lost. Clarity became an option and the decision wasn't made, or was it? The answer lies in discovering how my sheets folded over tightly among the solar system... To be without any earthly idea, I became constrained to the bed I seemingly made for myself. For once, I was a heavenly body revolving about the sun, shining son, clothed in his own, among the stars...a withdrawn me connected so naturally, my heart spilled and I slipped on the dampened floor. He must've been here before, it couldn't be his first time. And as the neurons in my brain race to support the thought of searching for a reason, I open my eyes.